So, is Rasputin in “Anastasia” supposed to be scary? Because the German synchronisation makes him seem like a very depressed violent hippie.

Went down a rabbit hole of old tumblr text posts. You can literally read my health and sanity deteriorating (along with my English skills) over the past year.

Just one more week and I’m done with this part of school. Finally. I’m gonna hang in there and then I’ll take a nice vacation!

Queue changes

Once again, I’m feeling restless, so for the next 5 days, I’ll post 24 times a day. Enjoy(?)!

I love my family, and I really am okay with helping out with my mom (she has a walking disability which developed after an accident she had four years ago), but over the course of almost four years, I’ve gone from “daughter who helps out because she has a ton of time to kill before college starts in the fall” to “daughter who is expected to structure her whole college ‘career’ around her mother’s appointments”, which is, exhausting, but probably the logical development when there is always one person who seems to have a lot of time on her hand.

I don’t get college.

I’m German. Klara Vonderstein is -presumably- German or whatever the Simlish equivalent of German is. Why do I pronounce her name English?

Are there really some countries where you just need a bachelor’s degree to become a teacher? I have to get my bachelor’s degree (two actually because I’d like to finish my theatre studies degree to teach theatre later – but it doesn’t get acknowledged as a subject you can study to teach – wtf?), a special master’s degree, two years of student teaching, an official permit to teach one of my subjects (that’s a subject specific thing) and have to sacrifice a dragon (requirements might be over-exaggerrated)… Atleast I’ll be done with school before I’m thirty… barely.

#sorry for that rant had a very confusing week of counseling

In unrelated news, I’m too bored for my own good. I can’t play the game for more than half an hour before I get bored, I picked up violine-playing as a hobby again (although a string is missing and it sounds like a run over ferret- need to get a new string and some digital tuner- it’s been so long) and I still got 2 months left until college starts. Who thought that having a 5 (more 4 ½) months holiday when you finishing school is a good idea? (I’m pretty sure I will regret this question once I started college. I’m still mad that I didn’t manage to snatch a summer job.