The ringing of the telephone woke me up. It was DJ, telling me the newest gossip as always. I thought about telling her about my new relationship and my suspicion that I was pregnant again but decided against it. I wasn’t 100% sure yet and Jon deserved to be the first one to know if I really was pregnant.

I felt rather restless and moody that night, switching from one activity to the next.

At one point, I went to the vanity in my bedroom and chopped off most of my hair on a whim.